Mood: -- Full of romance (lot!!!) Date: -- ……………?
Dearest (------- ,my love)
Someone have just told me that letter is the best way of expressing one’s secret desires & feelings, so I’m on the way pening down some of my personal feelings before you…..
I’ve always dreamt of true love or a love in the sense which is called HEAVENLY. But it will arrive so soon, I still find hard to believe. But in regard to my life it is the most beautiful truth.
Do you believe in DESTINY????... Yes, of course! I believe in it too. I think the way we met, is only because of destiny. Now I realize that, I found my destination. In other words, I am destined to you….
Very few are blessed with true love, I think I am included among the few blessed ones.’O’I am so lucky!! That I got a companion like you…so loving...& so caring. THANK U Jaan for your support & heavenly love. I hope that you will support me & remains my best companion all throughout my life & may be afters too…coz, I heard that love remains immortal for ever & ever…..
Do you know after falling in love with you, I’ve changed a lot?.. There is true saying-“LOVE IS A HEAVENLY BOND THAT CONNECTS TWO SOULS FOR EVER & EVER…”It is actually a miracle or a magic that can change anyone & make him/her just perfect. The worst person turns BEST due to TRUE LOVE.
I honestly & soulfully thanks to my God for sending you to my life & making my life so important & meaningful. You are the sweetest fruit I ever received.
“I am feeling very happy. Do U know why?
Coz I’m so lucky. Do U know how?
Coz god loves me.DoU know how?
Coz he gave me a gift. Do U know what?
It’s “U”my love…..”
U are my religion…….
You know I am feeling very doubtful. But what to do I’m running out of words….
Unexperienced in writing love letters….
“I never know how to worship, until I knew how to love”, you’ve come to my life as God & made my life so holy & heavenly that I think now death also can’t separate me from you.
“Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers tears.
What is it else???
A madness, most discreet, a choking gall & a preserving sweet.’’….William Shakespeare.
I love you so much that even the world which is against us will stand by us & stay behind us for the sake of our love.
Surprised???Well I know my letter sounds boring & weired to read, But whatever I ‘m writing or about to write is very much true. As true as the God himself.Everyword means to me a lot.
I dunno why a strange fear struck me sometimes leaving tears in my eyes…The fear of losing you dear. Some times I think may be being a girl I feel the feeling of insecurity within me.Remember!!!I can tolerate everything even death, but not departure from you. Another thing Jaan,”I cannot share “u” with anyone”. I hope no one can do such things.”U” mean the world to me. You might think why I’m being so possessive about you, But dear will you not be possessive about your loved one.Will you able to see me with other fellow.Same thing here also.Pls don think,that I am charging you or doubting you..Nothing of that sort, its just my sense of insecurity.I trust you a Lott. I have blind faith in you dear.I trust you even more than my god coz I know that you will never break my trust..
Well, I don’t know even what the destiny decides.Whether you are in my luck or not,I may not be so lucky too.But Jaan I just know this much for sure that I LOVE YOU & will always do.Even marriage cannot separate us.Our souls & hearts will remain attached together for ever & ever.
“Love doesn’t consist engaging at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction”.
There is also a saying—“People who are sensible about love are incapable of it”
But Jaan I have strong faith in my God & I know he will never keep me empty handed.I pray every moment that I get my love of my life forevr & ever….Have firm faith in him, everything will be fine.
There is another saying by Anna Louise Strong:--
“To fall in love is easy; even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.”
Here the comrade is you, my love. You’ve made me the desired person. You have made me so meaningful. Thanks Buddy……………
We’ve got this gift of love, but love is like precious plant. You can’t just accept it & leave it in the cupboard or just think it’s going to get on by itself.
You’ve got to really look after it & nurture it.
So, we are going to fight for our love. Not by violence nor by any other tricks or ideas, but by the strongest weapon of love which is ought to lead us towards victory.
“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow,
Don’t walk behind me, I am not lead
Just walk besides me, so that…,
I can hold your hand & remains with you forever & ever.”
When you are with me,I’ve nothing to fear of , so guide me always & be my true inspiration.
“Love is a flower of life, & blossom unexpectedly & without law, & must be plucked where it is found, & enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration”
You have also said that you have never received whatever you desired for, but honey!! Can this be the only coz, that in future also it will be the same???
Never!!!
Everything has a reason; there is also a reason, why we met? Why we come so closer? Why I felt the feeling of love for u?? Why only u became so special to me? Why every moment I think of u?
Why???...
Do u know why?? I find only one answer for all these whys…Only because we are made for each other. We may not talk everyday, we may not meet often, but we are always there in each other’s heart. I am sure God also wants us to be together in future. Each moment when I breathe I can feel you inside me .Can you feel the same???...
“All the wonders of the world is gone
I know for sure…
All the wonders that I ever wanted
I found in you…!!!
As the hole becomes apart I strike to
Burn an old flames return.
All the intuitions fail to finds its way
Again…finding…I’m more lost than found.
Give me what I could never ask for
Connect me now & be my slow CHEMICAL…”
I simply can’t live without you….
Well… you might think if I am being so emotional, Why I am writing tragics over here .But Jaan these are inner feelings.”U” can’t imagine how crazily I love you. Leave it …let the destiny decide. Whatever happens happens for good .We are lovers & remain lovers forever.
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Do u know I respect you a lot…the same way you also respect me….don’t you???...The respect ultimately created my utmost love for you. You know, I didn’t know why I was soo…attracted towards you. I felt that you are my own, I found my dream man in you …yes … LUCKY, today I am proud to say that I LOVE YOU. You are so different from others. I really feel heavenly being with you. Whatever you are …you are just the best…!!
So I was talking about my feelings for you. Whatever I wrote was very true, I spoke all from the very core of my heart.
You know after a long gap, I don’t know about your feelings for me exactly...ur strange behavior always makes me emotional forced me to feel sad…Sometimes a strange feelings touches me…A question that almost kills me for a moment,” Is my love don’t loves me?...” My heart throbs out of fear. But whatever may be. I don’t wanna put any kind of pressure on you. Neither mentally nor intellectually. Nobody can stop me loving you, not even you yourself. It completely depends on you & only you, whether you wanna spend your rest of life with me or not??? In future if we are not married, in case; it does not mean that we will stop loving each other. Remember!!!!
I have told you earlier,” nothing can separate us. Not even marriage” I always there in your heart. Whenever you feel lonely just close your eyes & try to see me in your heart. You will find me there in you as I find you in me.
“You are the one whom I love deeply,
No one even else could ever be all the
Wonderful things, you are to me,
No one else could understand & reassure me,
The way you do or make me so alive…..
No one else could ever enrich my life
You have done for me
No one else could even make me, feel the love that I feel for u or,
Know the joy that sharing brings.
I just want you to know
NOTHING MEANS AS MUCH TO ME
AS THE SPECIAL LOVE WE SHARE…..”
Time:12:30am(midnight) Mood:-- Full of passion…Lol!!!
….Do u know what is the time now??? It is 12:30am; writing too late at night is a wonder ful experience. Just can’t describe what I am feeling now at this moment….a bit shy, a bit nervous, a bit happy, a bit sad…O’my god….my heart is throbbing. I can feel you dear
Just a minute…Let me see the moon…wow!!! Today is a full moon light. The moon is shining so brightly. The stars are twinkling in the night sky. It looks as if they are dancing all around to the tune of love. The moon wants to whisper all around to the tune of love..Oh I can feel u in the moon shining so bright, giving a mild smile.
Oh my baby I miss u a lot…pls accept my million & millions of passionate kisses for u dear. Am I being too…romantic??? What to do? You say honey. Don’t you miss me? I really miss u a lott….
Okay romance will go on…..Now let’s talk something else,.. How’s ur life & job is going on??? How r u planning ur career? Wish u al the best for ur future. I’ve firm faith that u will definitely do well, I am praying regularly for u….
Anyway… any mistakes in my languages or writing pls feel comfortable enough to correct me. Anything you find wrong in me, feel free enough to point it out to me.You have all the right to do so write to me.
Pls take care of urself & look after your health. You are no more baby.Eat properly & on time. Take proper rest I just remember I always support you , no matter what the world says .Even if you find nobody around you, you will always find me holding your hand & rubbing ur tears, B’coz I love you unconditionally .
Remember: -- “Life at anytime can become difficult
Life at anytime can become easy. It all depends upon
How we adjust ourselves to life
What we see in our mind is what we get out of life” always think positive….
I know I hurt u a lot, but if possible pls mail me or make call pls…. I hope u can do so….
Don’t worry; I’ll not bore you much. You might be feeling sleepy reading my weird letter so long… well…now I’ve come to end of this letter, feel relaxed now…
Before ending, I just want you to know knowingly, unknowingly if I’ve done anything wrong, I am extremely sorry, I am very sorry if any of my words have hurt you.
Take care………Remembering you always.
Your's love..
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